"And we lost it all,nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect."
Okay one thing that really makes me feel like shit is when people are always telling me that I dont try hard enough or that I can do better.that makes me feel like im not good enough.they're always comparing me to someone else or telling me that im not trying hard enough.
stop.
think.
did you ever think about the fact that maybe,just maybe,that is my hardest?maybe im not perfect.I know im not perfect.but why do you try to make me perfect?ever since i was a kid i had to do everything perfectly and it hurts me even more now that i know that you're morphing me into a clay figure of what you weren't when you were a kid.so why make me suffer if you screwed up as a kid?that isn't my fault but yet im getting the crap for it.that doesnt seem right to me.i dont know call me selfish but im tired of people telling me i can do better,try harder or that i just dont put in enough effort.
how would you like to be turned into something you're not to please me?
think about it.
stop.
think.
did you ever think about the fact that maybe,just maybe,that is my hardest?maybe im not perfect.I know im not perfect.but why do you try to make me perfect?ever since i was a kid i had to do everything perfectly and it hurts me even more now that i know that you're morphing me into a clay figure of what you weren't when you were a kid.so why make me suffer if you screwed up as a kid?that isn't my fault but yet im getting the crap for it.that doesnt seem right to me.i dont know call me selfish but im tired of people telling me i can do better,try harder or that i just dont put in enough effort.
how would you like to be turned into something you're not to please me?
think about it.